Veins

I am feeling so completely unmotivated the past three days. It’s horrible. I wanted to get up at 7 this morning, but that didn’t happen. I suppose getting 3 hours of sleep the night before, and then having to go to class 8-5, then work 5-10 didn’t help that. By the time I got to bed last night (around 11), I was exhausted. So I slept until 9, got up, took a shower, watched tv, then came here to the library, where I am doing nothing but updating my blog, drinking coffee, and reading messageboards. I have to go to work at 1. Sucks. After work I have to study for my philosophy exam. Also sucks. I have to be able to articulate fully the “brain in a vat” problem for the exam. I have a lot of trouble articulating myself with philosophy, which I guess IS one of the essential problems of philosophy. If you can’t articulate yourself, you’re not much of a philosopher now, are you?

I have this vein that runs across the top of my temple on the right side of my head, and whenever I get a migraine or get really stressed out, this vein pops out and I can run my finger across it and feel it. This vein used to pop out only when I had a migraine or was extremely stressed. Lately, however, the vein has been perpetually visible on the side of my head. That is how this semester is going.

I think the girl sitting next to me is on coke. She is tweaking out and is always looking around behind her, acting all paranoid. Cocaine is bad, mmkay?